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HEROINE

from OUTSIDER by Bridget Allan

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A song from the perspective of someone suffering from drug addiction.

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Worst comes to worst I can run away and give up on family.
Except giving me reason to hide, what good have done for me?
Id send you a letter but I don’t know if you’re in a grave or not.
So Instead I choke on fake bliss.

I let my money control me, when will I smoke my love again?
Will it be in the dark with people I secretly hate?
In that we are the same, I bring shame to myself

I want your needle in my arm,
Life’s so grand with you its unbearable without
But I’ve never been so ashamed before of the coward I am deep down.

I want your needle in my arm,
Life’s so grand with you its unbearable without Chorus

People are joining too young these days to a winner-less war,
you are not brave, you are a puppet
On bullshit more poisonous than you know

Yet I let my money control me, when will I smoke my love again?
Will it be in the dark with people I secretly hate?
In that we are the same, I bring shame to myself.

I want your needle in my arm,
Life’s so grand with you its unbearable without
But I’ve never been so ashamed before of the coward I am deep down.
I want your needle in my arm,
Life’s so grand with you its unbearable without
But I’ve never been so down,
Because in the visions of see of the world in the future,
I’m dead and gone.

If only someone loved me
As I did my teddy bear as a kid
Then maybe I wouldn’t be here in a drain fading away alone
If only someone loved me
As I did my teddy bear as a kid
Then maybe I wouldn’t be here in a drain fading away alone
If only someone loved me
As I did my teddy bear as a kid
Then maybe I wouldn’t be here in a drain fading away alone, blood dripping off my arm

I am in no way a hero
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t wanna be here

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from OUTSIDER, released July 8, 2020

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Bridget Allan Melbourne, Australia

Bridget Allan is an indie/jazz-influenced singer-songwriter from the Mornington Peninsula. She is currently studying for a Bachelor of Music at the University of Melbourne, specialising in Jazz & Improvisation. Bridget’s most significant musical influences are Jeff Buckley and Florence + The Machine. ... more

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