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Without Your Love
04:17
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I lost myself, I lost myself
Within your arms, within your arms
Who am I, Who am I
When I’m alone? When I’m alone?
Could I survive without your love? Can I survive without your love?
It can be so hard to admit when I am wrong, even if its what we need
What are we doing at this loud bar?
I’d rather be walking through the woods.
Or getting dinner with you at my side
Who knows what I would do if I was single
I guess I would chasing down fleeting company
And I’d be constantly be worried how long till they leave me, and what do they really think?
Id still look for you down every street,
Expecting a happy embrace
I’m fine I’m just scared
I’m fine I’m just scared
I’m fine I’m just afraid
I’m fine I’m just scared
I’m fine I’m just scared
I’m fine I’m just afraid
I know you love me
But I see the cracks here
I know I need to change
You know I love you, but it’s so hard to change
I lost myself, I lost myself
Within your arms, within your arms
Who am I, Who am I
When I’m alone? When I’m alone?
Could I survive without your love? Can I survive without your love?
Without your love, without you
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2. |
May 23rd
04:17
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Now I’m well aware
You’re a lot of to let go off
I still try to find you here
In hospitals or on the street
If you’re watching over you would see
I’ve cried for you a hundred times
I make visible my arm tattoo
So people ask and I can talk about you
I don’t know why I care, to spread your word to people you never met
You are everything wrong with me
Now I only see you in my dreams
Now what’s the point of being angry
When at least I can hug you when I sleep
I know you didn’t choose to leave,
But now I only see you in my dreams
How am I? I’m doing fine
I’ve picked up some hobbies since you died
How is your family? Im sorry we don’t really ever speak
And I also lost my love
But yours is still the deepest cut
If I think too much about it, I start to feel sick
Nothing makes me more scared than the permanence of it
You are everything wrong with me
Now I only see you in my dreams
Now what’s the point of being angry
When at least I can hug you when I sleep
You didn’t choose to leave me,
But now I only see you in my dreams
Oh I guess I’ll see you when I dream
Don’t be afraid it parts of the process,
Don’t be afraid it happens to all of us
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3. |
I Want To Hurt You
04:06
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There’s nothing you can say to make me believe that you will stay
Leaving is what I’d do, I’d cut me off too
Haven’t I given enough love, for you to have to stick around
Do you not owe me that much?
Theres a deep cut in my chest
What’s the cause? I could blame my parents
Something makes me wanna hurt you
I kick you as hard as I can to see if you come back
Something makes me hurt you
Something makes me wanna hurt you
There’s nothing you can say to make me believe that you will stay
Leaving is what I’d do
I’d cut me off too
Haven’t I given enough love
For you to have to stick around
Do you not owe me that much?
Put me out of my misery like our old dog
You want to leave, you want to leave, is what my brain tells me
So leave, just fucking leave, did you ever love me
Just leave just fucking leave
Me to die
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4. |
I Don't Know You
04:58
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Are you getting closer? my future lover?
With all this swiping on dating apps, I feel like I am going to crack
And now I’m waiting for messages back
is this another one I’ll waste my time on
Soon I am going to snap and give up on love
Just let me sink in that hole
Leave me there
Maybe I will become whole
And finally learn to love myself
Are you getting closer? My future lover?
Or are you all in your past
No I can’t believe that
You will be so happy
When I find you finally
It was worth all the turmoil and more
Why don’t you love yourself
No you cant get anyones help
You have to solve that puzzle yourself
Ahhh ahhh just breathe breathe breathe
Oh I have to have some faith in me
Don’t I deserve the most of my mind and time
And some of this love that I just share can it be just mine?
Are you getting closer my future lover?
Who I’ll tell of my deepest regrets and my father
Just tell me where you are, I’ll fasten the process….
I have to believe you’re out there
I have to believe
I have to believe you’re out there
I have to believe you’re out there
I have to believe
Are you getting closer? It feels like further?
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6. |
Don't Let Me Fall
04:14
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You stroke my hair and kiss my head until I fall asleep
A gentle stranger, how interesting it was to meet
I stare at your tattoos and ask for the stories
and you look at me with your warm and foreign smile
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Even though I know it’ll be easy to do
Don’t let me fall in love with you
My friends are telling me to protect my peace
Is it so bad to want you with me?
Maybe I can’t give you what those drugs do,
but there’s a lot of things I could promise you
There’s something so attractive about how we both know the same pain
And how it greets you at the end of the day
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Even though I know it’ll be easy to do
Don’t let me fall in love with you
I have more love in me than I thought I did
Its a damn good thing
I have so much left to give
But are you gonna cause me pain?
Will there be more than loss then gain?
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Even though I know it’ll be easy to do
Don’t let me fall in love with you
Don’t let me fall in love with you
I will not fall in love with you
I will not fall in love with you
I will not fall in love with you
I need to get the fuck away from you and move
I will not fall in love with you
I will not fall in love
Not again
Never again
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Bridget Allan Melbourne, Australia
Bridget Allan is an indie/jazz-influenced singer-songwriter from the Mornington Peninsula. She is currently studying for a Bachelor of Music at the University of Melbourne, specialising in Jazz & Improvisation. Bridget’s most significant musical influences are Jeff Buckley and Florence + The Machine. ... more
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